Hard Desire - Suicidal

Today could just be my day off
Or they just could see the truth beneath my eyes
I can’t handle even a day more
I’m just paying for the end of all my dreams

I’m a liar, I’m a thief
I’m a beggar

I’m a suicidal in disguise
My life in vain I’ve thrown the dice
Between my reasons and emotions

Mesmerize me, take me from this hell
Or please take me to a moment in the park
Show me that I’m doing all things well
Such a loser that I made up in my mind

I’m an alien walking in the streets
I just lost my way back home

I think I’ll never change I’ll never
Never stop to find a clever
Way to never need a helper
To put me in the place where I belong!

I’m a suicidal in disguise
My life in vain I’ve thrown the dice
Between my reasons and emotions
No! I’m growing tired of this game
Life never changes, it’s all the same
I need to walk away… from you!